Ha! I know you are all wondering, what the heck does that post say?! Well, I'm right there with you. I have no clue who these people are, or even what language the are speaking in. But this isn't the first time I've gotten a foreign email on here. Weird, kinda. Whatever. Moving right along.............I haven't been sleeping well AT ALL the past few weeks, so they decided to put me on what's called Ambien, I'm sure most of you know what that is. Night before last, Sunday night, to be exact, was the first time I took it (but I have taken it before, just not recently). That night I had the most horrific nightmare. Some people think this is a ridiculous fear, but I have always had a thing about......................clowns. There are clowns here at the hospital, but they don't freak me out. See, they're not your usual clown. No red nose, rainbow striped jumpsuit, bushy red hair, over sized red shoes, etc. They are more like eclectically dressed comedians. I am just afraid of the classic clown. On with the story.....So I had just taken the ambien, and I was getting really groggy, so I knew it was starting to work. One minute I'm sitting there in bed channel surfing to find something good to fall asleep to (I have this weird thing, background noise helps me sleep. TV, radio, that kind of thing). Next thing I knew, I shoot bolt upright, sobbing and soaked in fear sweat. My dream was about this mass murderer that dressed up as a clown when they were killing the victims. I dreamt that they went around killing anything that was important to me: friends, family, even my pets!! I had to sit through this terrifying ordeal as they one by one brutally killed everyone. Then right before I woke up, it had finished off everyone else, and was headed straight for me!! Then, naturally, I wake up right before. Well, we weren't sure why I had such a bad dream. Our only theory could be the Ambien, but last night proved that it may not be. I didn't have any dreams at all last night. Tonight I'll try again, and maybe it was just some fluke, and I will instead dream about puppies and cupcakes and rainbows. Wish me luck! My stomach is still bothering me quite a bit, so we're still on a clear liquids diet. I'm getting sick of being in here when I feel well enough to be out (not that I'm feeling that way right now-stomach cramps-but I have been). I want to see everyone! I want to see my family, my animals, my friends, I miss my life! I just need to work on my patience skills, I guess. Doesn't mean I can't be unhappy about it, though!!! Sorry to end on such a sour note, but I have typed myself into a huge plate of self pity, with a little homesickness and frustration on the side. Now I'm gonna go try and take my mind off the less happy aspects of my life.....thanks for listening!