Well, I feel really kind of bad for that last post. I sounded way too excited. I also sounded selfish. How could I sound like that when someone is condemned to live a life of, quite literally, hell. And for that I am deeply sorry to you guys (sorry I don't know your names). I really hope I didn't, like, offend you or anything. If I did, again I apologize. I tend to do things before I think. My bad. I really do hope I can help in any way. Like my mother said, you can email or call any time. Sorry we couldn't provide a hope for a cure, but they are really trying to work toward that very goal. I would really enjoy talking with you, and I hope for the same in return. And with that very public apology (not that I regret it in any way), I am signing off for the night. To all you who read this blog still, you know I always appreciate fan mail (nah, but I do enjoy it when I sign on to comments). And with THAT note, I will really sign off.

Toodles, Poodles, and (why not) Noodles.

So. I found out the trippiest thing today. There is a 17 year old guy in Kodiak, Alaska that has THE SAME THING I DO. I don't know if you guys know this, but it is beyond rare. I am soooo psyched!! I....I just hate that he has to do this too, but it gives me great comfort that there is someone out there who has/will have an understanding of exactly what I am going through (hopefully he hasn't/won't experience everything I have, though)! Sometimes we question the things God does, but then things like this happen. I hope that I can be of some help and/or support. I am just baffled beyond words right now! I wonder what meds he's on, ect. I know that's morbid, but still. I am a thinker. I have to think of that kind of stuff. I can't help it. This is just so, so, so rad! I know I might be sounding morbid right now, but I don't mean to. I...I just....I don't know. I'm just mind-boggled. Hopefully I can process it later. I despise so much to sound excited that his life had to get all flipped up, but it's really not that I'm excited about it. I am just excited about someone to help, and vice versa. And I probably sound like I'm on crack. So I'll stop it here, but will most likely be back soon (and I have a heap of homework due tomorrow. I am in the elite levels of Procrastination Land. That's right. You're jealous.)

P.S. also kind of excited to have something not boring to post about. Still sounds morbid, but there's no other way I can put it.

Well, well, well. I'm being sent to boarding school. My mother thinks I am inadequately matured, and am in dire need of help that she can't provide.



APRIL FOOLS!!!!

I absolutely LOVE this day!!! Oh, man!!! I forgot what I was going to do until now. Ex-lax brownies! DARN IT. Oh, well.

I would talk about everything I usually do, but I had to take an oxy, so now I'm starting to.....(five minutes later) oops, drift. Okay, I promise I'll me back tonight or tomorrow. Until then.